Sunday, November 16, 2008 ; blasted @ 3:44 AM
hmmm..
have decided not to blog any longer..
there's no meaning behind it ya??
but thank you..
my blog..
for being there for me..
i'll let you rest..
then..
goodbye.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 ; blasted @ 9:25 PM
i cant stand this indifferent treatment..
YOU JUST HAVE TO THINK OF NEW WAYS TO HURT MY FEELINGS!!
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Monday, October 27, 2008 ; blasted @ 9:57 PM
if there is one thing i want to complain about my childhood..
its probably all the fairy tales that my parents has read to me..
i hate fairy tales..
x((
fairy tales are all about miracles, hope.
but in reality..
these two totally dont exist.
this is just a cold world..
where people are so hedonistic.
people wont give a damn about others..
who will help others create miracles?
who will give others hope?
everyone is just so caught up with what they are doing to notice the people around them..
and i pledge guilty..
i've been so caught up with stuff to show concern to my friend.
so "busy" that i totally stopped talking to him..
now..
its all too late..
i dont even know who he is anymore..
the story about snow white is just bull shit..
she's just a damsel in distress who has no significant trait.
and yet..
7 little dwarfs just helped her unconditionally..
all she did was make dinner and tidy their house..
..........................
if this is the case..
shouldnt all domestic helps have their happy endings too??
and snow white is just a typical bimbo!
not that i can remember the colour of her hair..
but..
she is just really helpless by herself..
if the dwarfs didnt show up..
im sure she will be like dead within a minute!
where in the world are we supposed to look for 7 people like that??
search all you want..
and if you can find just one person as nice as the dwarfs..
please tell me..
lastly..
the thing i hate MOST about fairy tales..
is the happy endings..
lets face it..
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS HAPPY ENDINGS IN THIS WORLD!!
THERE ISNT ANYTHING THAT COMES EVEN CLOSE!!
AHHHHH!!!
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okie.
this is scary..
im being pissed because of snow white..
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[[weird]]
[[very weird]]
Friday, October 17, 2008 ; blasted @ 1:59 AM
hmm..
regarding the decision in my previous post,,
im not exactly having an easy time after handing in the official letter.
its like..
this 2 years with my class had been the best!
i dont want to go into a new class to try to know everyone again..
im not really good at that either..
haix..
currently my primary concern is not getting in the same class as no. 1.
i will just die..
:xx
thanks to all that i had spoken to before i made the decision..
i really appreciate all the advice that you all had given me..
i never would have been brave enough to make this decision if you all werent there to talk to me..
thanks ya?
:)
and chia!
gambatte!
your dream wont come through de!
and i want a new study buddy!
i'll start recruitment soon!
:)
and stop saying im stupid!
you all dont know what i was feeling during that point of time..
hmmm..
i think i sound like im commiting suicide..
hahaha..
oops
things arent that serious..
hahahaha..
anyway..
if anyone wanna go out..
can jio me??
im just freaking bored at home.
hahaha..
i wanna practice my instrument..
bottomline..
im happy..
i want you to study with me next year..
you'll be my source of motivation..
:xx
[[my wishful thinking]]
[[oops]]
Friday, October 10, 2008 ; blasted @ 7:59 AM
i've made my decision..
no turning back..
and to my surprise..
im rather happy about it..
Sunday, October 05, 2008 ; blasted @ 7:11 AM
ahh!
if anyone is in a foul mood or depressed..
go and talk to eehern!
ask him to send you nice nice mtv!!
hahahaha.
super nice!!
:))
hahaha.
and eehern very funny!
my nick:--eLmo+eRnie=<3the world should be ernie and elmo-licious!!SESAME STREET!
he then changed his nick to:yeah, the world should be ernie & elmo-licious
hahaha
so funny!!!
watched this video..
really entertaining!!
6 tickle-me-elmos!!
then the people were trying to make the 6 elmos laugh in sync..
hahaha..
but..
FAILED ATTEMPT!
hahahaha
so funny!
and limbo elmo too!!
wah!
really made me laugh like...
heard some bad news..
but the thing is..
i dont know how to help my friend..
and i dont know whether he wants to be helped nots.
:((
i should send him the link to make him laugh..
a good criterion for measuring success in life is the numebr of people you've made happy..
then i want to be a clown!
so i can make loads of people happy!
[[good mood]]
[[lets stay this way!!]]
Wednesday, October 01, 2008 ; blasted @ 5:26 AM
its just such a wonder..
some guys are so down right sweet..
while others are such jerks!
bertwin randomly talked to me the other day..
telling me to pia hard..
and encouraged me..
the reason behind his actions..
he wont be around during my As..
so he's encouraging me in advance in case i gave up!
haha..
reminded me that he still owes me a treat..
wahahaha!!
i want him as my gan daddy!!
x))
so much happened last week..
didnt go and meet the lww for lunch..
but..
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life is so unpredictable..
i cant believe this actually happened..
its just so sudden!
im so in a bad mood!
