maybe it's time for me to build up more walls.

yes. it's time.

Everything seems surreal at this point.
Hopefully things will turn out well.
Just as You have planned for me.

Looking back, my life used to be filled with so many fun activities.
Now, it seems that I am the only one left.
The only one that hasn't been able to move on with life.

Sigh.
Nice one.