I hate it that you know everything.
It scares me so much.

Time to pull away.

Never cried so much.

Sometimes I think..
It's so much easier being alone.

Possibly the biggest mistake of my life.

Because I am not a simple person to understand.
Because I don't know what I want.
Because I'm too indecisive and I don't want to drag you down with me.

And because it's you, you refuse to leave me.
And because it's you, you refuse to let my own disturbing thoughts haunt me.
And because it's you, you always turn a frown upside down.

Maybe I should learn to cherish and stop doubting so many things.
Maybe then, I will be able to live with myself.

Do I expect too much?
Because things haven't been going my way recently and it really annoys me.

Don't know what some of my friends think I am.
Pissed off!
I am not a push over!
I am not here for your convenience!
So get over yourselves!!!


Excited to move out.
Piano all day long!
Need more scores.

It's the little things that gets to you that hurts the most.

fuck this insecurity..


maybe..

it's not meant to be.. =(

You think you know me?

You have no idea what was going through my mind.

It was blank.

I have no answers to give you.
So what do you want me to tell you?

Tell me what you want to hear.
I'll be more than happy to regurgitate it for you.